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It feels great to be fine,
Everything looks so divine,
The sky just glows at me,
It's hard not to see.

I think I'm better off alone,
Now that my feelings are gone,
I don't even care what you think of me,
as long as I know I'm me.

But I'll never forget what you did,
You told me I was just a kid,
And you don't want to be related,e
Now I know you just faked it.

You were fake and you still are,
I hope you still like what you are.

a fake heartbreakingmonsterfuckyou.

It's creepy in so many levels,
that everybody wants to make me feel bad.
It's life and it's freaky levels,
that all my life i've been torn to pieces and sad.

I just wanna feel safe and warm,
I just wanna feel peaceful and calm.
Just leave me alone, i want to cry,
If you didn't understand, that means goodbye.

Belive all the lies they all tell you.
If it makes you feel better.

Something changed when I saw your sad eyes,
and I still remember our time, our goodbyes,
It's such a weird feeling, when I felt the same shivers,
I felt when It was our time, the same old shivers.
I wanted to run away from those memories that haunted,
and so I did, I just said I'll be back,
And I walked really fast and then just stopped,
I thought I was ready to go back.
When I turned around, all i saw was you,
you were standing behind me all the time,
just for a sec my world turned blue,
my lips acted weird and said a rime.
but you were heading home, so you said be strong,
and I wanted to ask - how long,
But you were gone, and I was thinking...

Could we save our old times, could we bring back our memories?
Could you just try to understand and give me a chance?
But I know what you'll say so I won't ask these questions from you,
because you don't want me, I hope I'll make it through.

can't stop thinking about you. 

Let me see the flames in your eyes.
Let me be ashamed of your lies.
Let me save the truth when it dies.
Let me wipe your tears when you cry.

I wanna see the flames
I'm tired of your games
I'm tired of the days
When all good just fades

I live for moments, when I see you,
I cry for you, I'd even die for you.
I hope the flames stay in your eyes.
Because I'd hate to see no flames in your eyes.

Just give me a moment to kiss you.
Just give me a moment to miss you.
Just give me a moment to look in your eyes.
Just give me a moment to hear those lies.

Because these lies make my life easier.
These lies make my feelings stronger.

And still when I close my eyes
I can see these beautiful flames in your eyes,
I can feel your heart beating in a thousand miles
lies in flames, lies - lies - lies.

Scary shadows and dark graves

Wind sounds like ocean waves

Noisy pats and frightening caves

Bloody and tired working slaves

That's the night when your fears appear

Now It's making sense, now It's clear

Just don't be afraid of your fear

Hold your breath and hold your fear

This is the only way to survive

When it comes, the darkest night

With all your fear, you'll have to fight

It's like a ghost ride, hold on tight

And it's going to be alright.

Get me some medication.

seriously

They are silently whispering in my head,

I can hear people, who are dead,

It is slowly driving me insane,

for me I'ts not a game.

Some days I see flames, some days I see the light

They are calling me there and say It's alright,

When I join them now I'ts easier,

Later it all will get harder.

I can't even fear them, beacuse then they get stronger,

And they will stay on earth for many years longer,

I have to make them cross over one day

Because I'ts the only, the right way.

Please! Just let me go and cross over,

Shake your hands with the devil hell owner,

Stop your whispers and get going to another world

I'm already an insane girl.

You've got what you wanted.